Attacement starts tmrw

so attachment is starting tmrw, and i'm gonna miss going to school, and seeing all the wonderful peeps out there!

"we had our holidays, our slack times, our fun times, our me-and-yous times, & now it's time to work our arse off, FULL FORCE!"

you know how to appreciate me,
I'm must stick with you my baby,
no body ever made me feel this way,
I must stick with you.
xx

What is Love, Really?

I have been in & out of love many times, been through all the heart aches, the adrenaline rushes, the tears, the queezy feeling in my tummy, the flattering moments; and of course the unforgettable ones.

But what is Love, really?
I have yet to learn of the words commitment, faithfulness, thoughtfulness, let alone being romantic. My friend once told me, it's better to love and be hurt, then never loved at all. But seriously, I still feel I'm such a noob in it, I don't know where to start.
I know love holds no boundaries, like love will look pass the issue of different backgrounds, lifestyles, status, & of course, race; but when you really come to think of it, it's not as easy as it seems. Many of my friends have been through relationships and they all looked simple, and fairytale like, but somehow a part of me still fear.

Then again, fear is the heart of love, isn't it?
I've been busy searching for love, that I failed to notice, it was right in front of me, all this while.
Honestly, I think I'm one of the hardest persons to love & to take care of, I fear for you.
3 words, 8 letters, say it like you mean it; & I'm yours. x

This is a picture of my 2 baby cousins, it tells a thousand words, doesn't it?
I miss my cousins, & granny.
xx

House

so this is the first time in many months that I've stayed home for 2 days, consecutive.
& oh, Girly "I've got a secret to tell you."

So it started with us not choosing what parents we want/choose to have, & of course, what land we'll be born in. & obviously we grew up learning the language & mother tongue our household speaks, & then we move on to making friends with strangers would looked and seemed different from us. I'm glad I grew up here in Singapore, a place that only today I'll sincerely call home.

I guess the influx of the different races coming together in one small island, is one of the reason why I love Singapore, based on the fact that other countries are having internal conflicts with their own countrymen, and us, living regardless of our race, language or religion, in harmony is something to be proud of, isn't it? Perhaps I'm just glad that my great grandparents chose Singapore as a fine city for my grandparents to live in; being successful survivors with the help of a Chinese family who picked them up along the way when they had no shelter, no money, no food, no home to live in. They probably have left this world by now, but they'll always be in my parents' and grandparents heart, & are the reason why my family exist today.

I was watching the National Day Parade earlier on, & this year's seemed simple, & the usage of water works simply made it worthwhile viewing. No doubt, it's clear that the floating platform is way smaller in displaying their performances as compared to the previous years, somehow the "Singapore" feel only touched me this year. Maybe it's due to the fact that I'm finally aware of the hard efforts the performers put in, let alone the planning of this event. I'm glad I had taken up a module called SeFest, that allowed me to somehow get a taste of the behind-the-scenes happenings as well as being a patriotic Singaporean, asking Singaporeans to recite the pledge as of today, 8:22pm.

The celebration accompanied with the theme Song, What Do You See, sang by Electrico, is something to appreciate; it's just original and different from most of the National Day theme songs, that are usually, cheezy in a way. I thought this year brings us with the best National Day song, ever.

I particularly liked the part where they had they're so called breaking news, attending to the terrorist attack, chapter 3. The fire engines, soldiers, and news forecaster were pretty cool. & the fact that many handicapped young artists got a chance to perform on that floating platform is something to be inspired at.

Someday, I wish & hope to sing on this amazing day, reaching out to all Singaporeans, delivering to each and evert heart out there, touching every soul be it within or outside this country; saying,
"Thank God, I was born, thank God i was born here; on this lil island I call, Home."

Happy 44th, Singapore.
xxx

Singapore, it's your birthday

HAPPY 44TH, SINGAPORE!

SAY THE SINGAPORE PLEDGE WITH US, ON THE 9TH OF AUGUST, @ 8:22PM!

"random thought"

it's tough liking someone; & it's even tougher trying to like someone.
no wonder Rain rejected Megan Fox, someone who's way hotter than he is, i figured.
& at one point of time, I thought he might be insane, but today i realized, he's just not shallow.

Being alone beats being with someone you might just feel awkward with.
just a thought; a random thought.
xx

Life Changing Moments by Jodie Pang

location: Mac Ritchie Reservoir

As much as i try not to be that close to an animal, i guess its just so hard when you see this cute lil furball running towards you most of the time.
too bad she cant be sleeping with me; since rash developed on my cheeks. :/

exams are coming, and study breaks are starting;
we all need the motivation dont we,
novena starbucks, you're going to be my second home again!
xxx