"That taste is just so familiar"

I guess the mornings in Sinagpore cant be compared to those in Europe. Was looking through fb pics & realize how fast time flies. Just like a few mths ago, we were there & now, we're nearing our last few days in NYP, heading towards the attachment period. To be exact, next wed will be our last official day in NYP,there's no reason why we'll miss being the amssadors of Gloria's. Gloria Jeans. & the DISH-NESS.

so CRM down, DS and RD next. & then, the papers :/

on a side note:
I was tramatized when i heard this lil girl, around the age of say, 3+ say "f" 5 times in a row, as she watches her young "papa" play some car game on his phone. What are young parents teaching their kids these days? To be a duplicate of them? I hope that kid will one day have a chance to have a bright future of her own.

brings back the memories, oh-so-fresh.
xxx

Compose yourself :)

and she said,
" good & bad things happen simultaneously at the same time, it's how you look at it. At some point of time, you realize, the good things, will be good enough to overcome the bad things."

I guess its just how you look at it. Learn to compose one's self.

thanks for the sunflower, NKP
xx

School is the Best place on earth.

you guys are what i wake up to'

"When you realise, the only person who will make your dreams come true, is; yourself."

It takes alot of effort, courage, motivation, fear, fatigue, energy, expectations, sacrifices, passion, hope & encouragement to do something you really want to achieve, to make them proud.
& when you've done it, you finally ask yourself, was it worth it, was it all worthwhile?

And then you realize, every time you speak about them, you just tear, you get depressed talking about them, you fear that you're not good enough to start with, you come close to the fact that, you don't have that necessary encouragement you should have, the support that most young individuals will have, from home.

I may never be that perfect daughter you want me to be, I may never be that top student you want me to be, I may not even get into a Uni in Singapore, I may not earn as much as you think i might be earning in future, I may not marry the man you want me to marry, I may not live with you forever, I may not be as successful as all my other cousins, I will not be a brain Sergeon nor a teacher in any case,

But I'm still your daughter,


If only you both will understand how well I try to perform in school, how well I try to be an all-rounded student, how hard I try, to be, a human that' someday, you both'd be proud of.
love me like how you love them.
xx