It takes alot of effort, courage, motivation, fear, fatigue, energy, expectations, sacrifices, passion, hope & encouragement to do something you really want to achieve, to make them proud.
& when you've done it, you finally ask yourself, was it worth it, was it all worthwhile?
And then you realize, every time you speak about them, you just tear, you get depressed talking about them, you fear that you're not good enough to start with, you come close to the fact that, you don't have that necessary encouragement you should have, the support that most young individuals will have, from home.
I may never be that perfect daughter you want me to be, I may never be that top student you want me to be, I may not even get into a Uni in Singapore, I may not earn as much as you think i might be earning in future, I may not marry the man you want me to marry, I may not live with you forever, I may not be as successful as all my other cousins, I will not be a brain Sergeon nor a teacher in any case,
But I'm still your daughter,
If only you both will understand how well I try to perform in school, how well I try to be an all-rounded student, how hard I try, to be, a human that' someday, you both'd be proud of.
love me like how you love them.
xx
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