"The need to control one's temper"

One too many times, we don't think before we react, and after we really do process it in our minds, it's too late. We tend to realise what we've done was a huge mistake, a huge regret, and sometimes, even somethings that could change our lives from that very day we've conducted that stupid act, but guess what, it's way too late to rewind it back. And so we really try to change, to think before we react, and be more cautious of the way we speak, but dont you find it abit too hard, like your action are totally controlled your mind, or maybe you're mind could not react as fast (being in a bimbo's shoes) & you just feel the need to be heated up.

And oh, after like 2 hrs, you forgotten what has happened, and when you get reminded of it, you ask yourself, "am i just dumb, or dumb?"

well, i guess at the end of the day, you've got just that friend, who told you how wonderful you are, & maybe just something like that can make me comprehend more things in life; ty K.

& also, never to jump into conclusions with the beings & their reactions you see surrounding yourself, cus for all you know, they might be feeling the same way you are feeling;

and 2 hrs later, they ask themselves, "am i dumb, or dumb?"

xx