Just a thought,

its not all about being good enough & coming out with reasons why you're not good enough. I guess its accepting the fact that in order for one to be successful, one have to take each and every critisms to the test, and take every single comments & opinions as a challenge I will not end just here, not right now.

reasons are there for a reason.

cheers to you, espall; this may be the 3rd major downfall since your return, but something/someone/some faith/ some luck, will show, if i believe.

xxx