It's when you know, despite all that we've been through, the many moments of insecurities we've been facing; the stress, opinions & comments, being down right afraid of the slightest things, feeling we're never too good enough, & all that seems to slowly lighten & eventually fade away, when you realise you're not just alone, there's someone with you, feeling the very same way.
I wake up to your calls, thank God for them; hearing the sincerity in your voice; i would want to live more than just 31 year(at least) if i could, & I would knowing I have found a friend like you, who will take care of me, & fix me. I would look forward to living the 31 years(at least) filled with joy & your silly laughters; & on top of that remembering every single bit of bimbo-ness you portray and try and store them in my head, at the very least. So, I would want you to live with me for as long as we can survive in this world, you're possibly the last person i want to see; before everything else disappears.
I couldn't be more than happy to have someone like you beside me, ironically also reasoning the reasons why we should stay away from each other, whist the passerbys see us as one whole, asking me where my other half went; when you weren't with me. It's only now that i realise, the world is being to see us, always together.
I thank you for the moments where your sixth sense tells you how emotional i felt, & although you're physically not with me, you successfully made you're presence felt. Now that i'm well and back on track, knowing the fact that its' my other half's turn to go out of track, I'll fix you, i will.
I love you, my bitch.
xxx
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